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[Gjest Gjest_anonym_*]

LISTEN TO MY STORY

Listen to my story

before you go ahead and judge me

maybe there's a reason I'm acting this way

you see me sit alone

you watch my smile fade away

I don't really want to be alone

but I know that no one will support what I'm going through

I know that no one will understand

the thoughts going through my mind

so sitting here alone

feels like the only solution

She looks alright

just a girl alone on a waiting room

looks like a healthy young girl

but she's not

I'm not

Pushing everyone away

can't stand a company

shout in anger

when someone's trying to confront me

saying: just go away

please just leave me alone

but on the inside crying: please give me a hand

But listen to my story

maybe then you'll undetstand

Lying to everyone

I think I can get away with it

Trying so hard to put on a show

people start doubting in me

starting to take a distance

not knowing

it's now I need them the most

Please Mom,

don't lose your faith in me

I know you hate the person I'm becoming

I know I treat you like all I want

is you to be gone

but that's the disease speaking

that's not your daughter

'cause all I want is you to be around

I know I've let you down

not only once

but a million times

I know I've lied to you

and made you cry

I never want to act this way

but I'm just on the outside

watching this sick person

take over my body

have no control

I'm drifting away and nobody notice

I'm fighting a battle

impossible to win

[Gjest Gjest]

Herregud så melodramatisk..

[Gjest Gjest]

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