Just one question and then I'm gone

[jason]

The world is not a true place

The world is not a deceiving place

But in between there is life and we have to live with it

WHY?

It doesn’t matter what we do or how we act, there is always the question

WHY?

If we love somebody, why all these questions

If we care for somebody does it matter?

WHY?

Why make easy things hard and hard things easy

Why love because of the community and why not for the love it self

It is hard for me to se the meaning why all those petty things should count but not the true love Maybe I’m hurt, maybe I’m silly

But my heart will always believe in the all time love

So far I’m met it a couple of girls at couple of times in my life but for some reason they haven’t seen the same thing as I have

WHY?

I don’t know, maybe its because for their god sake or maybe its because for mine, but anyway its hurts……

I then ask myself is it me or is it her? Am I to kind or to rough, I’m I to nice and not to much man

but now in the time we live in, where the hells should we men go

I’ll lost some and won some but the girls that I truly love I’ll always lost

WHY?

What the hell do you want us to do and how are we supposed to act? If we act “manly” then we are pigs and if we are gentle then where feminine. Ill always put my partners need in front of mine, is that wrong?

I’m one of the guys that actually think of my partner, I can come whenever want to so why shouldn’t I wait? Is that less manly? Then…

WHY?

There are a lot of questions on my mind and maybe I’m just boring but I would like some responses to these thoughts when these are a part of my life. If you response you can choose English or Norwegian language what ever you choose. Now I’m home alone, drunk but friendly, I can get laid if I want to, but I ask for more

WHY?